Today is my last day at Philips Electronics. I have been there 9 years and was laid off due to cost-cutting, downsizing, yadda yadda. 9 years is a record for me, I haven't been anywhere even half that long. I secretly harbored a desire to be laid off but when it actually came, I cried- a lot.
I wish I was one of those people that was okay with blaming others for their constant life drama and private pain. It's got to be easier than my way. My way involves in depth self-loathing and creating an aura of misery that follows me around like Pigpen's dust cloud.
Somehow I seem to manage to turn everything around...
I've been putting it off for no reason at all. I can't use the excuse that I don't have the time. If you are my Facebook friend, you know I have time. I am partly doing it because I don't want people to unfriend me when I get the "Dark & Twisties." (Shout Out to Shonda Rhimes. )